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I am reading a 5 star romance action thriller. The plot and pacing is superb. But yet AWLI. Another White Love Interest. I have had several crushes in my life and they were usually with or head over heels for a White guy. They could have been any ethnicity black or other but this fact has never changed. Then I bought a book and the main character has another White love interest. The bane of my existence. A state of existential dread. I know that most of the women I have ever been drawn to where not attracted to Black men. I have been keeping score in my head. I am all the way Black. It’s a blessing that feels like a curse. Because I am not hood enough a Childish Gambino who controls his blerd energy to come across less blerdy. How can I control who I am drawn to? What could I possibly do to change that?